My sister tried to suicide 5 days ago. I found out today because my mom told me. I live far from them and she would not tell us until things have "settled". She tried to kill herself by taking a lot of pills (anxiety/sleep) and a beer. She fell unconscious before reching the bed and the sound of the head agains the floor alerted her husband and kid. Emergency was called, then hospital, stomach pump, ...the usual process I guess. Shes at home now, embarrased.
The main issue for me: I dont feel fucking anything. Not sad, not happiness, not rage, not anger, no fucking nothin. Is this normal? Am I weird for not feeling somethig about this?
If you were told over text or email then no not really. It's hard to separate larp from reality if you're not informed directly by mouth.
Jaxon Morris
I was told by phone. I called her just to chat. Not larping
Christian Long
Just to add another bit of info. Docs said given the amount of pills she would have died if she manages to get to bed and lie down. She falling unconscious saved her live. My mom is pretty caught up in this tought, doesnt bother me at all on the contrary. She could be dead, but she is not, nothing to worry.
Zachary Reyes
Lmao imagine if you marry a bitch and she tries to kill herself. How weak would you have to be to want to forefeit IRL when you have a husband and kids to work towards.
Joshua Bennett
Yeah I tought that too. She has some problems. No work because of corona, husband got fired, kid with adhd, deprrssion... I guess she got overwhelmed by the situation
But literally I dont care. She got an appointment with a pshyc tomorrow. And dont caring is what bothers me right now.
Mason Cook
Bump. Im really a little bit lost here. Dunno wat to do, dunno wat to feel. Just laying here on the couch looking at the ceiling with nothing in particular crossing my mind just this fucking sensation that I should be feelin something
Cooper Harris
She just tried to suicide again. They are taking her to the hospital. Same way, pills overdose.
Adrian Watson
she didn't actually try to kill herself, no women do, she was just seeking attention. if she had wanted to die she would have used a gun.
Hudson Thompson
I have the feeling you don't care because you are used to this behavior as a recurring theme in her life.
