GIOYC

Feeling happy doesn't make me okay with fucking murder or death threats. It just makes me more confident and you would be weaker and shittier at dealing with me. You know your fucking meds don't do shit faggot.

You can cry in my arms tonight. Nice and comfortable and bluepilled.

I want to cut up ashleigh until she is unrecognizable

Sshh, it's ok user, take your meds. And focus a bit less on the murder thing. Only a very small percentage of people go out being murdered. Especially compared to the animal kingdom, we are all very nice and soft with one another. You're stressing too much. Now come cuddle up in my security blanket.

Selina I miss you.

Yes this is what you always say but you are just failing to realize that I am just listing one part of the whole fucked up world we live in. It's not just about murders.

So what is it about user? Tell me what makes the world so fucked up as a whole. Get it all out. Meanwhile I'll go get the blanket.

I want you to too user.

Bruh..

Maybe I'm not cut out for my major.

I hate that stupid 34 35 Disney rat faced midget fucker. The resemblance is uncanny and honestly I'd rather her have acid thrown in her face. I want a nice bridge

Ok fine, I'll just cuddle myself again tonight. And here I was being nice and helpful.

How do you not know already?

I can pick up on your subtleties, but I deserve to be talked to directly, and so do you.

Oh don't get me wrong I know plenty of bad stuff happens in the world. I also know most people are not out to hurt one another. Just trying to get through life the best way the can. All in all I'd say it's fairly yin and yang. The amount of serial killers is fairly low, so is the amount of people who would give their lottery winnings to charity. Most people are just somewhere in the middle. Nice and friendly on good days somewhat harsher and self absorbed on bad days.

Bring bring

parle moi

user come on you know shit is fucked. Just say life is hard and admit it. That doesn't mean I am saying anyone should kill themselves. It's better if you can be honest that yeah shit sucks doesn't even matter if most people are nice enough on the surface. The point is this world has something very wrong with it underneath even if it wears a pretty face. Although notice the pretty face comes off the moment it feels threatened.

If I promise myself that I will take care of something tomorrow I get a nice sense of relieve. I can even repeat this very same promise the next day. Oh mind, you're so silly and naive. It's adorable.

Alright

Oui, non, demain, peut etre,..

Why subway sandwich like 10 dollars. ?

I think that the reason I wanted to help you was so that you could stand on your own two feet, and make that decision for yourself. I wouldn't want it to be out of obligation or dependence, but choice. That you might choose me, and I might choose you.

Unfortunately, I must perish. What's the best way to drink yourself to death? I have benzos if that helps.

I'm sorry. But I don't actually think the world is fucked anymore user. I used to in my teenage years. But I'm afraid my opinion has changed when my hormones lessened. Sure I get shocked every now and than, I feel disgusted at times when being confronted with things that are vile and morally wrong. But I don't focus on that anymore. I no longer agree. Those things are often quite rare, most people I meet irl are ok people. When you look at the news or online there is a lot of fucked up stuff happening. But it's very easy to pick these rare events out when you are actively looking for it. Most people treat me friendly and with respect.

I just want a single opportunity to latch on to so I can improve my living situation.
I’ve had no skills or perspective my whole life and have just woken up to how much time I have wasted.

It's not just about whether strangers are polite user. Some of us are very lonely. It's annoying that you feel like you need to pretend this world is so good when it isn't. It's okay to just say shit is rough for some of us. It doesn't mean you are wrong for enjoying the good things.

It’s easy to dissociate from real life given the integration and dependency on devices. I think basic survival and existence would be satisfying to many, but our modern world separates us from processes which align with our needs. As such we live constricted, convenient and dissatisfying lives.

If we can break free from wageslaving, I believe that with enough effort and optimism a person can reignite their passion for life - independent of today’s world.

It's not about devices dude.

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Well they’ve used a device to access this forum, and device usage is extremely common. I’m saying casual and consistent usage contributes toward the general feeling of dissociation and dissatisfaction.

I'm about to get in a fist fight with my dad. Give me some advice. I can't stand him anymore, he's pissing me off

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You make it so real life interaction is so hard then you blame the devices for the loneliness. What a load of bullshit dude. Fuck off with your device excuse. Devices should have made it EASIER to interact not harder.

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Everyone lives in their own self-constructed delusions. Reality is the burning elephant in the room that everyone forces themselves to look away from. Of course I'm tense, it's hurting my eyes. If someone were to search for my silhouette in the elephant's rays, it would only blind them more severely than if they were to look at the elephant directly.

You know what you are doing. You know you make it hard as fuck for someone like me to connect with others. You sabotaged the ability for the internet to get me connected with my real family. You fucking know what you did and you have the audacity to suggest the device was the problem? No bitch, if you left it alone I would have found my family on here.

I'm not saying it's good either user. All in all I think it's fairly balanced. But you are right. Not everyone gets to see the balance. Some people experience more of the bad and others more of the good. And I do sympathize with those who have it rough. I'm not trying to discredit their experience. Just disagreeing on the world being generally bad. I hope you have more positive experiences in your future user.

I thought it was getting better but then something evil came into my life and made it worse. They know what they did they know it is wrong but they did it anyways. You probably won't believe me because everyone has to dehumanize anyone like me and my opinions are delusions and not real. That's how it always goes because you aren't really motivated by something good.

I’m doing a lot better and I hope you guys are doing good. Less anxious and feeling serene. Friday soon, GIOYC.

>trips of truth
I’d believe you. Nothing is impossible as far as I’m aware

I imagined that we were two red wolves and that I had chosen you as a mate. I was cleaning behind your ears etc. It was like warriors
Too bad this is only signs of early onset sonetjing and that I will never meet you

Well thanks for believing me. It's very obvious that Dab Forums has lost something that used to be here.

I am considering subbing to an onlyfans for a girl i used to hang out with/orbit in high school. considering its $10 to see her fun bits then unsub, i would equate that to basically buying dinner on a date. i know its not the fucking same, but for someone as fucking lonely as i am, i think its worth it.

>it was like warriors
Hardest kek I’ve had in a long time. Holy middle school

That isn't going to make you any less lonely.
All it's going to do is make you feel even more pathetic.

she doesn't deserve it though but you are such a pathetic waste of air that you will literally give money away to someone just for being pretty lmao

I have no insight in your private life. But my first instinct is always to believe people. So when you are telling me this. I do believe you and I do not want to dehumanize you. But know that sometimes people want to offer perspective and it might come across like they are discrediting you or choosing not to believe you. Try to see that not as an insult but people wanting to do their best. And I hope you can overcome this. You can always GIOYC if that helps.

There really are demons in this universe. I bit one of their arms last night.

Yeah you are right it's just so hard. Things can be very different though. Reality is supposed to be so much more than this. I appreciate the good things but still there is something wrong.

Ok
It was though except just person & person
A celebrity, semifamous person has never elicited this kind of a response from me
I think it might have been exhaustion and some other things playing together
Again, this has never happened before (for me)

sometimes i like to make a character that looks like you in the sims and light them on fire and just listen to them scream as i drift to sleep

extremely blackpilled

Glad to see my tombstone is rent free on your lot

Jerking off to past forced sexual "instances," is yummy to me

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Disassociation, not loneliness. Makes it convenient/easy, but not necessarily better. I don’t think the degree of integration tech has had is healthy, but we can agree to disagree.

The internet is only bad because the users are awful.

I want a friend irl, darn it!!!!! Or online!

I have met so many wonderful people that I connect with, except they are anons, and I want to hold on to the connection so that my frens don’t fade away pls not again....

Dab Forums is just images and text essentially thoughtforms. There is nothing about this place that inherently causes the shit you see. The reason it is bad here is because there are literal demons posting garbage. This can happen in your mind without devices around. Devices are not so powerful.

If you really think about it there is more information than has ever existed, so much to know (or not to know), so many invisible components that are made visible by simply noticing them, it’s all too much for monke...

Nah. Human history is a lie it doesn't take people thousands of years to figure out meta-narratives and deconstruction. This world is a big fucking lie.

I think it would happen less in a person who’s life did not require some degree of exposure to it and instead focused more so on practical and rewarding activities.

Nope. When I was a child I was abused by the families that took care of me. I wasn't really able to escape into anything except tv and the tv was actually kinder to me than my family. Spongebob was better for me than the real humans in my life. You know these devices were helpful to me in ways you never wanted because I am supposed to be miserable and tortured. That's what you did to me as a child and as an adult you want to take the devices because they give me music and love which is extremely empowering for me.

The little bit of love on the computer is what draws me in. If I had that in real life I would much rather spend my time there. You know this but you won't admit it because it has to be the fault of some stupid bullshit unrelated to the truth. You can't ever just be honest you have to dance around it.

You know there is no love in the school system, at the office, at the construction site. There is some love in these devices buried behind hate and that's why you want to take them.

Has the spongebob user finaly said a different line of text? Is this really happening or just a machination?

What bullshit?

That’s fair, I didn’t consider that. I had different assumptions when making my claim. I think over all there are many nuances when it comes to the application of a tool which dictate whether or not they are useful or harmful.

Sorry for your experiences and I hope you’re doing well.

They are people I connect with and they share my interests such as nerd hobbies, and there’s a nuance that we share, I wish I wouldn’t lose them to the sands of time, I wish I was better at holding on to those connections!
Okay maybe you are right, I mostly meant like, the subtleties of everything that I take for granted, the device I’m posting with contains a few very tiny screws, and the material, the thread shape and size and the angle and depth of it... there is a lot of history tied up in why it was engineered to be that way, a lot of minutia, and that’s not even the impressive part of the device. It’s only a tiny screw! Mind boggling!!

A real person can be SO much better than a device. In fact they are so necessary you really need love in real life. But it's also true that a real person can be SO much more threatening which is why you like talking about attacking the internet. Truth is you want to bring the threatening awful experiences back.

I think so too. In the effort to deliver comfort and safety we are deprived from the challenges which enrich our lives and experiences.

Well you seem really nice. I'm not gonna lie most posters feel like bots now but you feel human so thank you user. I don't think all of history is necessarily fake but definitely before/during WWII feels suspicious to me.

how do i cope as a 5'2 guy
would women really call me their "short king"

I think comfort and safety is extremely important. It would be one thing if people hurt you in mild ways like just having a different opinion on some hobby. But some people straight up abuse you and do very bad things. It's actually really good that we can have a secure place to vent and connect without those kinds of people hurting you. This is why the internet was attacked. The internet was extremely empowering for the nobodies of life.

Be confident and don’t focus on what you believe your shortcomings are. Insecurity is obvious and can be unattractive.
Confidence wins. Love yourself first and everything will fall into place.

and then it all gets ripped away from you

It very well could be. I’m fond of the Giant Doors conspiracy theory, it cheers me up to think about how much there is to still learn, and also how ridiculous it sounds

no not on my lot
i let you live your live and build your relationships you get friends and eventually land yourself a husband then when your all secure and comfortable lying together at night tradgedy strikes and your home catches on fire spontaneously unfortunately your husband is caught in the flames and perishes as do your children your home is in ruins you have no money no food no functional bathroom you just sleep on the floor and go around stealing hotdogs from people having picnics in the park and bath in the fountain you meander from lot to lot sobbing covered in your own filth alone and destitute with no will of your own to live and thats when i reach out my hand but of course you hate me you would never accept my help but i cant just let you die on the streets so i drug you and use magic to force you to love me for your own good i feed you wash you and then impregnate you so that you can never leave but youre okay with that at least until you wake up one day to find your deceasesd husband now revived standing over you staring at your enlarged stomach sobbing and screaming in agony you may love me now but you never forgot that love you held for him and it destroys you and you cant help but come crying to the only comfort you have left me but then you finally come to your senses as the drugs wear off... i never loved you and now youre truly alone dejected by everybody who ever cared for you and carrying a child you never wanted with nowhere to go and you die shitting yourself to death after eating a bad hotdog

how fucking sad.

I think one of the difficulties in this kind of discussion is not defining the terms. As such we can endlessly refute each other and still be correct.

I agree with your point, I mean it definitely applies to me. If I could elaborate on my point though, I’m saying that too much reliance on internet kind of exacerbates social deficiencies. It’s a common phenomena I see a lot in the newer generation.

>Giant Doors conspiracy theory
What is that?

>and you die shitting yourself to death after eating a bad hotdog
Brutal

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I'm not disagreeing. I am saying there is something unnatural about this internet. It could have been a tool to connect people offline and then the internet interactions would be less. But this internet is very corporate and soulless so for a person who has nobody in life and nowhere to go it's like my only connection to people like me is completely gone. And it's not really true that everything works out just by "going outside"

You can't change who I am as a person no matter what you try so just stop trying.

Imagine saying this in one breath.

It’s a real oddball one. Basically combines the before/during WW2 sus stuff with the antediluvian predecessor theory, the tl;dr of it being that those old crusty and beautiful architectural wonders were found, excavated or unearthed for the most part (many of these buildings have large earth-covered lower sections, indicating it has sunk into the earth or had been washed over with new earth across some lengthy time period), they have been reclaimed and restored as they are very suitable buildings, with nobody nowadays being the wiser, except that the doors are oddly huge...
GIANT DOORS

maybe you need to try and get some exercise fatty not everybody gets winded after saying a few words

It feels like I'm waiting for the inevitable to happen, I'm just going to end up being forced into disability welfare checks or I'll end up homeless. I want to skin every single disgusting mongol retard alive, they are a burden and shouldn't exist. I'm so tired lads.

That's kind of awesome.

Forgot to attach a cool pic.
Doors being ridiculously huge for aesthetic reasons? Or is it... giants??!!!

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I wonder what would happen to the hinges if the door was just tall enough for people.

He just kept talking in one long incredibly unbroken sentence moving from topic to topic so that no-one had a chance to interrupt it was really quitehypnotic

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That’s how all my sims games seem to go too.

copypasta worthy

I never understood why people used codes to start of with more money. I always started my families off with 0 simoleons. It's so easy to be a hobo in the sims. Want to use the gym for free no problem. Please do try our tasty apples. Have a nice swim in the free public swimming pool. If only real life was like this.

My roommate is addicted to feeling helpless. Given his likely traumatic past, I have some sympathy and empathy for him.
However, this is severely getting in the way of actual life.
I feel bad chastising, yelling, but I don't think there's anything else that is worth my time or effort.

Am I right?

What even is actual life?

I'm concerned I have lung cancer...I've had a cough now for about 4 weeks. My mom passed away from lung cancer a few years ago and had never smoked. I'm 32 and have never smoked, but short of coughing up blood or extreme fatigue I seem to tick every symptom: shortness of breath, coughing until I almost pass out, weight loss, intense shoulder pain, no fever, no sore throat, no runny nose or anything that would be associated with the common cold or a typical respiratory illness.

I'm pretty sure it's not COVID either. I wanted to give it time to see if it got better on its own, but it might actually be getting even worse. Obviously I'm hoping it's nothing. I'm hoping it's just the cold air or something, but this is a really odd combination of symptoms and I apparently have a family history of this shit to boot. I'm going to make an appointment with my PCP, but I suspect it's going to be a nightmare to try to get them to do a scan of any kind. A 32 year old walking in and saying "hey I think I have lung cancer, would you mind doing a CT scan?" most likely isn't going to be taken seriously.

I dunno. Just taking care of basic things around the house. If your mindset is "nothing is my fault" it entitles you to all sorts of awful, absent-minded behaviors. It's like living with a grown child, more sad than truly irritating.

eh I mean yeah keep shit clean or whatever but it's really not that important man. You think you will really care about that kind of bullshit once you are dead?

What the fuck. Of course not. But it's irritating the shit out of me in the present. I have my own issues, so I sure as hell don't need to be cleaning up after and essentially raising the other perfectly capable grown man who's around.

I really don't intend to be petty with this but it's hard not to be a dick.

stop fanning the flames when he starts an argument with you. be genuine with him and word yourself in a way so that he knows you're not trying to pin the blame on him.
what are you guys even arguing about?

I feel like my therapist is trying to ditch me through sms but maybe it's just my irational fear because i have BPD and i fear abandonment, how do i detach safely from people and understand that i have to let go ?

I've been wanting to get this off my chest for a while bros so here goes: we need a coomer support thread for the sexually frustrated. im tired of seeing the board filled with "how can i stop being so horny?" over and over

too many pills

well then make it, you absolute fucking faggot.

you're right, see you there

>A 32 year old walking in and saying "hey I think I have lung cancer, would you mind doing a CT scan?" most likely isn't going to be taken seriously.

You will be. Your mom died of lung cancer and never smoked. I've a history of colon issues in my family and am going to start getting checked as soon as next year (in my mid 20s.)

Your body tells you what's wrong. Go get it taken care of. If you're brushed off by a doctor find a better one

IMA BITCH ABOUT MOPEDZ
T-THEY'RE M-MEAN TO ME

Thanks for this man and may you be cancer free from here to the end.

Thanks. Good luck. Get checked every year if you aren't already

h e l l y e a h

I am extremely sexually attracted to you, and it makes me feel guilty. That is why it was hard for me to look at those pictures, and why I felt disappointed. It does not feel right to admit that, but it does not feel right to deny it either. I am human. The sooner I accept that, the quicker I can get over it.

I hate you.

I hope this is for me (minus the ‘I hate you’ part)

Neesan :* :]

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I don't know what my problem is. I'm healthier now n feel cleaner n whatnot. I think I just really need emotional warmth. And I kinda do, in a way, I think. I just wish there was someone there for me, someone dependable. I keep pushing people away and avoiding those that I genuinely like.

It is just what every man wants to hear, is it not.
What an odd world we live in.

Like, are there people who have other people to casually hang out with and laugh with? I don't think it matters how much of anything I do with/for myself, what is the point if I have no one to have fun with? Should I get used to it? Should I just rope? It's not like anyone but two of my family members would care, if that.

I'm thinking about killing myself and maybe others.
I'm sick of this world. I know I will never be happy.
I just want something real.
But I know I'm alone. Without help, without God.
I wish I was born in a time where I could have met someone that could have helped me. Buddha, Jesus Christ, Krishna. I'd settle for meeting Evola. Maybe they'd think I'm pathetic. I dunno. All I know is I can't take it anymore.

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Currently sitting at the two year relationship mark with my gf. By all accounts things are good. Great trust, communication, respect, we enjoy talking to each other and hanging out, share common interests, she’s my biggest supporter in everything I do, all around the best relationship and connection I’ve experienced by far. BUT I feel deep down that she is not the person for me. I have this nagging feeling that this isn’t the end for me. There’s someone else out there I should be with, but I’m concerned that I walk away and realize she is actually the one I should be with. Feeling pretty lost.

Christ never left user. He’s still waiting for you. Talk to him tonight user, and please don’t do anything crazy

I should of beat that little shit to a pulp but noo we live in a society. I swear if that ever happens again I am going to start some shit.

He's been mad at me ever since I came out. Now he picks a fight over random shit. He has called me his biggest failure in the past and once told me I should kms.

I cannot solve Ronove's poem

No he isn't. He is ascended. Like Buddha. His teachings are available to me, but I'm too weak to follow them through. I need an intervention, something to wake me up, so I can complete the Great Work but the more I look at my life the more I know I've failed. Perhaps this is what the Hermeticists mean by the "Path of Death". Maybe I have to go commit some horrific crime and I will be free when they kill me.

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Feel relieved to finally be diagnosed. Finally a step in the right direction.

:(

I don't want to continuously suffer!!!!!!!!!

I'm glad you couldn't loser.

Yeah go and intentionally do bad so you can do good. Are you a person or a WWE actor trying to gain clout?
Same and I'm tired of people acting like that's the way to live. Well if you are INCREDIBLY passionate about bondage, I suppose it is.

Jesus, I accidentally made that guy kill himself.

It's not about good and bad.
Those are concepts that have no meaning to anyone on the Path.
It's about completing the work, and I read that going school shooter can do it. It's in Gustav Meyrink's book Golem.

I just feel bad man what do you want from me.

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Here ya go you fuckin bitch Elsa- self proclaimed big loser

From the Boys

youtube.com/watch?v=2pidAnfCJo8

P.S. Until you die you better fuckin chill out on shitting on people for things they can't control and you can go fuck yourself for the family shit!

Enjoy that piece of hell we both have the option top get, but unlike you I gave a shit about it

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Story?

Lol mariel u have my dischord now

You don't need to change yourself as a person to give a proper apology

move out, retard

>had some traumatic injuries when i was a teen
>not visible externally but i'm in discomfort almost every single day
>the only solution is something even more extreme
>will kind of just slowly get worse over time
>bothering the shit out of me right now
this is really the worst. and dont ask what it is. fuck meatsuits.

I love you op. The fact this thread is still here feels like home. As sad as that is.

I could of easily.

Women, man. People's expectations can be overwhelming.

I have everything going for me but I'll be damn if I don't think sometimes of pushing everyone away and just live like a semi-hedonistic hermit until the rest of my days.

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What more do women want?
I have a high paying job, a future, decent looks, and large cock.
What the fuck else am I missing here?
Personality? I have a lot of friends that like being around me.

What.
Is.
Going.
On?

maybe your not dangerous enough have you ever killed before?

I don't know you talk shit to her about your own family everynight, but you know what you should pay attention to the things she's saying
>ohh poor pitiful me I was an over bearing and controlling mother and my daughter and her husband lock all of their doors and have cameras in their house to watch me when I babysit their daughter boo hoo
Well, all of that was done for a reason. No one locks their home up, and has cameras unless you were doing and saying something wrong. Like going through their rooms when they weren't there or some shit. Now I get where my mom got this shit from.

Plus, if my mom walked in my home if I had a wife, and a daughter and told me how to raise them even when they were in a good place, with good parents, and loving home, I'd tell her to fuck off and eat shit too. I'd lock my doors too to keep her from going through my shit, and have cameras to watch and listen to her too. Oh shit, and this bitch is trying to have her kid taken away from her daughter because she doesn't think she's in a "safe enviroment". Yeah, if my parents fucked with my kid and life like that like they've done before, the crime scene clean up crew would have to be scraping and wiping brain matter from the walls.

Climate Change is just the materialists flood narrative. The Earth will flood and it is all you shitty humans fault. How dare you commute to work and travel around and use everyday products! It's all YOUR fault I'm flooding the Earth! You sinners!

Not yet. But I think about it daily, I openly talk about killing, death and heroism.

KIM, I KNOW I KNOW, HOW IS SHE GOING TO NOT LET YOU TAKE CARE OF HER DAUGHTER WHEN SHE'S NOT FIT FOR IT.
But her husband and daughter work high-paying government jobs and give their daughter a good life? And her daughter just wanted her to fuck off, stop lying to her kid, and stop intruding on her life just to cause issues and control.
SOUNDS FUCKING FAMILIAR DOES IT? HMMM HMMMM HMMMM I WONDER, SO IRONIC, I WONDER WHERE I'VE DEALT WITH AND SEEN THIS BEFORE? HMMM HMMMM HMMMM

I’ve become cold acclimatized!

Rumination is pain

How do I know if my ssri is working? Do these even do anything?

I wish I was in Richmond in that house again even though it was bad for me. It's just around 10pm everyone just shut the fuck up. I don't have to hear someone stomping around, slamming, banging, talk yelling at their "friend" on the phone about her problems with her family, what her "Friend" is going through. Just silence. Silence, and when I hear things banging, and her being loud I have to take my headphones out and listen because who knows what she's going to be pissed off about now that she was enticed to, and to be SUPER FUCKING ANGRY about.

I can’t believe they’re MeToo-ing Marilyn Manson for being Marilyn Manson.

I'm not just going to cook you meals when you take all my good without asking. What the fuck is wrong with you.

It’s like when you’re cold and you clamp up and stop moving, even the smallest movement of your fingers being bored ceases.... now I stay pumped up and can withstand long periods, and do not worry this is not a humble brag since it’s literally the only thing I have going for me

That's the same shit that happened the night my brother left. She was up talking to her "friend" slamming, banging, stomping, yelling, slamming doors, slamming drawers, slamming the washer and dryer doors, slamming the sliding door, slamming the doors to the cupboard, slamming the doors to the fridge, slamming doors the doors to where we kept our drinks and plates. We both woke up at like 3am yelling "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING, WHY ARE YOU BEING SO LOUD? GO TO BED, GO TO BED, GO TO BED, GO THE FUCK TO BED NOOOOWWWWWWWW" and wanted to be the victim, lied to her brother/my uncle about what happened, her came over treated me and my brother like trash and had no idea what happend and how long we've dealt with that bullshit..since CHILDHOOD, and I'm almost 31 and he's 28, we just lost our shit that night and wanted to make her hang up that phone, or we tore it out of her hands, smashed it and said "GO..THE.. FUCK..TO..BED... NOOOWWWWWW"

every time I think she's changed, she does it again. It's so disappointing. I'm once again glad I broke up with her. It just isn't worth it

I guess what I’m getting at is that the body betrays, rumination is cause for itself and like with the cold you have to just not do the thing you think is hindering your success

And men their penis heads.

Oh and btw, her friends husband and her used to come over and do coke and smoke weed (great people to have around your kids, and even as parents). We went to get ice cream because they were so fucked up, her husband tries to fight me and my brother as we were little kids scared shitless in their car and yelling at him as his eyes were bulging out of his skull and he was covered in sweat because he was being a dick to us and talking shit about our parents. Then, my moms friend came over one day while she wasn't there and had me hide from the mailman and had me so scared I was crying and when my mom came home from her break at work found her and me hiding behind the couch, and of course on first sight I ran to my mom hugged her and was talking about how Kimm was acting weird and she had me scared of the mail man. Like she was on meth or coke or something, and was paranoid of the damn mail man walking to our door and made me hide with her and being so young it freaked me out and scared me half to death because she just walked in the house and my mom wasn't there.

And her husband slapped me hard in the head in front of my dad my ears rang and I started bawling, and what did my dad do? Laughed it off like the pussy he was, even said that he was playing, and why? I was 8 and called him a "nimrod", like a grown ass adult couldn't deal with some lame insult by a child because he was so coked up.

I’m sorry user, they’re all terrible people. Sever all ties and live your life.

loal, I remember 3 years ago when I went head over heels about a guy who in the end showed his true colors in the most ignorant way. Colors that had been there all along. Love is total bullshit, I'm glad I'm not into it anymore

>casually mentioned to a coworker yesterday I wanted to go for a drink
>asked her to go to bar a few hours later
>she declined
>that was yesterday
>fucking today
>she mentions she wants a beer
>I don’t react
>hours later I hear her telling a coworker she went to the same bar I suggested with a confirmed gay coworker today for lunch and drinks
>mfw

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Addendum:

Hell even if its for me. I fucking dig it. I'll shout i listening to Lush Rimbaugh !

Thanks for the fuck me song

You take and take and take and then you talk to me like garbage. Treat me like shot after being cool with people all day.

I damn near just killed myself. And it's fucking pathetic that all it takes is the one most important person to act like you aren't shit. When was the last time you took care of me? When? You've cut me off from all my friends. Even if they weren't good friends at least I had some people to talk to. Now it's just you and you act so ugly to me. I just want to die and go home. I hope most days to be able to just not exist. And when was the last time you cared what you saw in my eyes? You're abusive and you need help.

I can't escape them, and I've tried. At this point, the only thing I want to sever is the artery in my wrist. The only thing that has me holding on is my brother, because I love him to death. I just don't want to go out like a pussy and I know it'll destory him, fuck what my parents think.

But at the same time, I know he'll understand why.

xD

Your shitty childhood isn't an excuse and you need to grow up and stop hurting the people that love you. You have no clue how bad I've had it. You barely know who I am because you don't care. Every time you complain I'm left thinking that you're really pretty self absorbed and self righteous. Your job is hard? I bust my ass at least 5 times harder to do all the shit I do for you because if you haven't noticed I haven't been able to do shit for me. You're anxious about whatever? LOOK FOR 5 MINUTES AT WHAT IM DEALING WITH. You're tired? You've been keeping me up and then waking me up on a retarded ass sleep schedule for months. You act like you've got it so bad and it's a fucking insult to the work I put in. Get some perspective.

And I got people from moped coming here to fuck with me, and they have no idea what I've been through and how bad it's fucked me up. Yeah, I'm crying, it's just fuck, I can't catch a break.

I'm just so fucking tired of being haunted by my past, and what I went through. I can't even find an escape and when I do someone fucks it up for me.

>mks siblings are slapping cheeks
Pinecest is canon

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Oh no. I drove my CIA handler to madness

Oh shut up schizo, this has nothing to do with you.

i wanna fuck a fat whore, she'll be my pig and ill be her buff farmer

No, I’m the schizo, he’s the handler, you are getting it all mixed up here

Fallen Archangel for Love. Eh I dig it.

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>maryio kart
You dont have a cia handler lol go to catholic mass hun

I'm not a bad person, I just wanted someone, anyone, go give a shit about me. I didn't do anything wrong, and asking and wanting that isn't wrong. It's been taken from me in other parts of my life and even that. I'm just tired of being and feelign helpless and watching my world crash around me only to be left with bad memories or the bad memories of the past. I went through so much and it's like no one even comprihends it.

I don't know what any of that means, shut the fuck up.

Nothing bad dude, it was supposed to be a funny joke post. I’ll mind my own

i know

it s a bait of another kind too

theres nothing pure

pfft

oh well
afterlife is not real for u 2

But my suffering is a joke, my pain is a joke, my emotional and mental damage is a joke, my social problems are a joke, the abuse I went through is a joke, the isolation I've faced is a joke, the suicidal thoughts and attempts are a joke, my frustration, loneliness, desperation, me reaching out is a joke, the abuse I've been through is a joke, everythings a joke and I don't know what to do sometimes, if not at all times. No one understands what I've been through, and even if they do, they still mock me, insult me, invade my life, invade where I post, invade my social media, invade anything they can and I'm sitting there trying to say "I'm doing nothing wrong, and haven't done anything wrong, why do you hate me so much? Why can't you love me? Why can't I be your friend? Why can't I feel like I'm deserving of love, friendship, and comradery, why has the things I wanted and should have cared about been taken away from me? Why are people letting this happen? Why are people laughing? Why are people doing this to me? And for what reason? I can't get it.

I had a family member punch me in the face when my father wanted him to wipe icing off my face. He drug me into the bathroom, got in my face, yelled at me, grabbed me by my shirt, and hit me so many times and repeatedly my face was covered in blood, I was crying and my father didn't do anything about it as "family" were sitting there acting like I did something wrong. I was just a kid at his cousins b-day party, having a good time, playing, being happy of the gifts he got, and enjoying being around people I thought loved me. Until I was pulled into that bathroom, and my father shouldn't have let that happen. Or when I was at another family members b-day party and when I broke the pinata open, I had to wait for their kids to get candy as I had to sit and watch, as I went for some I was grabbed by one of my aunts, slapped so hard in the face my vision went blurry as I'm getting yelled at by her to not "fuck up her husband's b-day party", I didn't do anything wrong. I was just a kid, having fun with family, and had broke that pinata, it could have been a happy, fun, and memorable experiance. All I remember is the bullshit that happened to me, even though my parents grabbed me and my brother up after that and went home.

>mk plastered this shit at uoft
Kek

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Debating wether or not to text this girl that i wanted to kick ass tonight but didn’t in order to avoid a scene and to warn her that I will if it happens again or if I should just let it go.

Hell

After consideration I will just bring it up in person next time I see her.

No one wants to wake up to edgy jealousy texts. Or maybe she does? There is flattery in jealously and primal rage sometimes no?

People from nearby states fucked up my local renting/house market now that they all moved here because of the damn pandemic. I have a decent job so money isn’t really the issue here. I’m stuck at my parents house and they are driving me nuts one way or another. Not to mention the contributed to half of the reasons why I’m this depressed.
Figuratively speaking, I have been banging my head against a brick wall, for months, but I eventually stopped. It still hurts like hell and it was stupid. Worst part? I saw all the warning signs and I was delusional enough to think I was overthinking it.
The only friend who genuinely cares about me kind of uses me for sex. At least that’s how I feel sometimes.
They say there is light at the end of tunnel, but I am not even in a tunnel. I’m in a deep hole dug by myself. I tell people I don’t believe in positivity and happiness because life punishes me for thinking positively.
Enough bitching. I’ll try to get back on my feet tomorrow by getting up early.

>colon neaggo thought some guy on reddit was gonna give him more bitcoins.
Lol

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No such place

It is ok to be white. It’s ok to be every race

I very strongly dislike my fatcunt housemate. It's extremely frustrating that today I come home from work and try to relax on the couch, she deliberately comes out of her disgusting bedroom and turns the fucking vacuum on and starts vaccuuming all around me. And I know it's deliberately done to piss me off because I fucking vacuumed the living room yesterday after work.
Honestly hate this bitch so much, would love to strangle her.

Dear Stan, I'm glad you're smiling. Sorry about the Facebook stalking. I just want to make sure you're ok. What happened to the girl? You guys looked good together despite the questionable eyebrows.

To be appropriately human is to be better than you were designed. How terrible.

You thought you did something to bother me by calling the police, and normally it would have bothered me, but the police officer apologized about the disturbance on your behalf. Now I have a funny story to tell because “yeah I had someone call the police on me over a bag of old shirts and a wet soggy fishing net” is a story that always makes people laugh.

I wish I was dead

Maybe the best revenge I can have is to still let this blood flow through my veins.

You’re probably just lonely

>To be appropriately human is to be better than you were designed. How terrible.
Nope. You’re human regardless, but why not be better to enjoy life more

Psst... Special Renacer... S-Elf over here is giving the Ok that this song is definitely for meme here and I love you and I'm happy it's you that give me 'The Only Exception" to my Family and I'm happy this all Royally Rock N Rolled out perfectly for everyone involved.

My freaking Twin Flame

One more time:

youtube.com/watch?v=2pidAnfCJo8

I'll have my own band and I hope you'll be happy with it.

Keep Enjoying yourself. Have Fun.

The Day will come when I curse at the freaking wind, but that's not today ; )

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You’ve turned a 4 year degree with a full ride into how many extra years and debt since your plummeting gpa made you lose all your aid?
I feel nothing but pity for you. Every step I take in life is a step higher than you will ever reach, and I know that you think I’m undeserving of the things I have. Yet deep down I know you want to be me more than anything.

what do these women say when it doesnt work out?

You'll neve get certain things I learned with that attitude.

I'm fine and people famously don't even do school or if they do they start late. I know who I am now and I didn't when I was 18. That's the real point. To learn. Kid.

I'm sick of having to inconvenience myself for the sake of other people. I hate that it's socially unacceptable to be selfish.

Some people don’t do well in school and higher education isn’t for everyone, I’m well aware of that.
I feel pity for this pathetic person who blundered every opportunity presented to them and then shamed me for pursuing my goals and not waiting for them to catch up to me. People who choose to be helpless despite numerous attempts to help them get back on their feet disgust me.
They asked: “How can you prioritize your work before your relationship?”
Then fucking do something that makes me want to pursue you more than my work. I don’t settle.

School is fucking cheap and higher education actually is for everyone you fucking snob. We can all read books and learn from people that dedicated their lives to being mentors.

I would agree with them honestly. Go fucking watch Christopher Robin you Woozel.

Why are you fixating on the price and availability of higher education? Of course it’s for everyone you dolt, but not everyone is interested in pursuing that route or structure. Agree with them about what? You don’t understand what you’re talking about.

>higher education isn’t for everyone,

you now
>Of course it’s for everyone you dolt

k I'm done

Respect the Strippers who make 300k / yr ; )

Or maybe when I eventually end it all, plant the seed of a Virginia Dogwood above me, and have me grave where the sunshine hits my grave in the morning, and in the late afternoon before nightfall. So, in death, I can remember where I came from, and where I was finally laid to rest. youtube.com/watch?v=0n14yDv2V3Q&ab_channel=SusanGreenbaum

>i own you
Haha

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>I cannot understand what someone means and must interpret it literally word for word
Who said anything about strippers? You’re grasping at straws and it’s fucking hilarious, what did I say implied that I look down on sex workers?
I can see why you didn’t pursue school though.

>sex workers?
Yeah, but there's a difference between camgirls and actual prostitutes/escorts. Some bitch in front of a webcam, to me personally, isn't sex work.

I pursue honor. I am in the fucking uniform and that's my cup of tea, but I would never fucking look down on a partner or another human being for pursing theirs and for that I try to teach you.

You make less then those sex workers and you say your expendable career is more important then a relationship.

Look at me look at you.

Don’t forget to tip your fedora, it’ll really add the flourish that fits your character.
Also make sure to do stretches after all the reaching you’re doing. What uniform? Denny’s?
Why do you keep talking about sex workers? I don’t care how much they make and it doesn’t affect me? What is even the point you’re trying to make?
Literally brain worms

The uniform of an honored fucking American Serviceman obviously. You wouldn't believe what I get in terms of cake. You would say it wasn't even possible.

I came here to laugh at you and if you want to be a

Woozel

which is the point I am trying to make then fucking learn.

Watch the movie to know cause you clearly don't speak Hebrew to see the obvious God Given Truth or know Military Code.

Please take your meds

I don’t care about your bakery preferences. What are you even saying? Am I taking to a bot that pieced together responses from boomers on Twitter?

Woozel

>I fell for a predatory recruitment scheme and it has warped my personality irreparably
I feel sorry for you

If you want to think of yourself as better then those that die then do so.

You are free, but clearly you look down on those that use their freedom for something noble.

For that I say... shame on you.

with many others.

youtube.com/watch?v=HA2_xN9VxXw

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...this is all too disgusting and retarded

whoever started thw argument is dumb and thoe who follows r retarded too

the spectrum is too fuckinf wide

welll

theistic dumbfucks are equally as dumbas its other counterpart i guess

Fuck this world. I hate this shit

I need to hurry up and quit my job because our new manager is a power tripping faggot. He doesn't even know our existing break policy so he made one up on the spot so now I have a scheduled break, meanwhile the fucker goes on multiple smoke breaks a day.

please kys

>not wittling down his mental health
Heh

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idk what wittling down means

It’s been a while now since the nasty break up with my ex, we were on speaking terms for a little while until out of the blue she stopped speaking to me for whatever reason idk why, but it’s left me feeling miserable ever since. I wasn’t ever planning to try to get her back but what I wanted to do was at least see her one last time and return her belongings to her plus a gift that was meant for her but now I fear I’ll never be able to do that, and that’ll I’ll be stuck with them forever out of refusal to give up the wonderful memories I had with her. Despite that I keep trying to contact her hoping for whatever retarded reason she’ll finally reply and give me a modicum of happiness and yet all I feel is more pathetic and desperate with each useless attempt. I can only hope she’s happier now, it drives me insane

You drive them to doublethink slavery

I drank a whole 12 pack and some vodka last night because of the bad memories that came back. Hung over, feel like a pile of shit and already puked twice this morning. All I've ever asked is for someone to love me and/or be my friend. I haven't asked for much, and I can't shake the past memories of abuse and other bad memories it seems like I never will. All I've ever seen in life is the shitty side of people.

I'm just so fucking tired of having nothing and no one, everyone seems to be watching me for the wrong reasons. I've just wanted to feel like I mean something to someone it feels like that's impossible to do. All I've ever seen is just so much negativity in life from people and in everything else. I've tried to find friends, I've tried to get myself involved in things and the same shit always happens to me, and just go back to be alone in my room drinking while literally fantasizing about having a better life, and trying to take my mind off my past.

I should take more risks, why am I a pussy, it's pathetic being a pussy, I need to throw myself out there some more. So what if I get hurt in the process, consider it exp.

I don't think it's normal for a 30-year-old man to be sitting in his mom's house at that age, and crying his eyes out over having a lot of bad memories come back. Maybe if I did have just something more to fight for, and felt like I was loved and wanted more, maybe I wouldn't be like this, or be in this position in life. Saying "I'm fucked up" sounds too edgy for me, I think it's better to say that I have a lot of mental, emotional, and social issues from having a hard time because I'm a little off, I don't know if it's Aspergers or some other things. But damn haven't I been in and out of therapist, psychiatrists, and doctors offices for years of my life trying to get it figured out. Thinking I could get over my problems and turn my life around years back at the time was a good idea, but now at this point, nothing really changed and I seem to be getting a lot worse off and dealing with it with heavy drinking. A lot of things have gone very, very, wrong.

I hate my job and sometimes wish I never became a doctor

See you soon you big baboon

youtu.be/0IEyLprr_SM

I've had people try to help, but I usually fuck that up too.

Just fight the dude. Afterwards you both will be bffs

I am so fucking tired of being a poor collage student, its almost over, just one year more.

I'm going to change my life, enough is enough. I'm sick of being this slob that does nothing. There is much more to life than just sitting in a chair all day. I want to be someone, travel the world and meet new people. No more bullshit, I need to do this.

youtu.be/unWF1wXGB84

i need someone that i can love, so i can feel good again. where the fuck do i find any gf with semi look

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>what more do women want
humility

youtube.com/watch?v=kmqS01NMips&list=TLPQMTkwMjIwMjFgZReuUGatdg&index=2