So, this is a big ask. Could anyone just find something to cheer me up? a good meme, a piece of music, hell anything would be good right now. I don't know why I feel like this, but I don't want to bother anyone I know, so i decided to ask user to help me feel better.
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Here is a short poem I wrote years ago.
Do you want to talk about it user?
Ever watched Dynasty Warriors 3 voice acting?
Actually, I do. Since nobody will ever hopefully know who I am, I might a well tell somebody. I tried to kill myself 2 years ago. And this thought about it kept reoccurring to me. The calmest I ever was that night was when I has that barrel against my head. I don't know why, but I could feel my heartrate slow, and my sweat stop. I just felt, good. I knew if I pulled the trigger, id regret it the second my brain was on the wall. So I fell asleep, gun in hand, against my head all night, thinking I might blast my skull while asleep. Yet here I am today, now awake at night, thinking of this, and telling user. Why? I don't know. But I feel better.
It’s proven that sharing painful or difficult circumstances boosts confidence in oneself.
Old saying: “A shared grief is halved, a shared joy is doubled”.
Glad you can talk about it, and glad you are here!
The poem, voice acting, and now the music is great. I haven't told anyone about this. I haven't even thought about it myself. Its all just kind of, flowing out now. The funny thing is. This is my first time on Dab Forums. I came here because I've seen about how bad it is. But I understand. Its all a ying-yang. And I found the good. Thank you all so much, if any of you have anything else, it will be much appreciated.
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I thought about killing myself once. I cute my wrist open until I could see the vein. It gave me such a moment of clarity to see my own life right in front of my eyes a half step away from being snuffed out. In that moment I realized I was more than the suffering I had experienced and the pain of that time period.
God speed user. Life is yours.
Check this music out, made it myself.
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You can always let your feelings out friend. Whether it be to a counselor, friend, or family member. Love yourself bro. Your feelings are important.
You know while I'm at it, ill just share all the things in my head. I got a girlfriend recently. She's much better than my last one, she left me mid panic attack. It was my first one, and she had no remorse. I don't hate her, her family was going through some tough times aswell, and she couldn't process me, her family, and herself at the same time.
I'm glad you didn't do it.
My newest girlfriend, I already have told her about my attempt. She accepted it, and didn't run. She simply smiled and started talking on how to help. My brain was so flooded with endorphins, I kind of short circuited. And I don't know If to tell her that I'm thinking of that night again, or if it will just make her worry and go into "damage control mode".
The music is very well done, thank you user. I'm going through everything you've made, and It all sound good.
old tv programs awake something inside me, it reminds me that i'm human occupying a duration of time, kind of reminds me of watching cable news as a kid with pop
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this just makes me feel warm
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Thanks, it’s a friend and me. Shouldn’t take all the credit. He does a ton of the DAW work.
The cartoons are amazing, thank you. The dog one especially cheered me up.
Well, thank you everyone. I feel much better, and hopefully, tomorrow, I will feel even better. To all the user's. You aren't as bad as Id thought'd you'd be. Thank you.
Hey OP this song helped me through a lot hope this is alright
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No problem OP. But instead of coming here, GO BACK.
I'm afraid I don't understand. Back to where? I'm sorry if I missed something.