You need to text me first for once because I have no idea if ur interested anymore
Letter bread
You got me, ya know? You absolutely got me..
No biggie, avoidant faggots like you are pathetic anyway
Haha. I wish this was for me. Please stop trying to bait me. If this is really you, message me on LINE.
yaralit?
Yvetticka
PS. I have not blocked your email addresses. Neither one of them.
I miss counter strike and I miss bread
Dear A,
I miss you. I miss you so much that I keep my mind busy almost 24/7 because if I stop, I think about you.
I hope you and M are okay with the snowstorms. It's been really playing on my mind and I wish I could contact you to know for certain you're both safe.
I will spare you my usual lengthy, analytical response which you find so unpleasant. I only have a few comments, though.
>I would never join a server full of people that disliked Alex, for example, because I care about him too much to fraternize with the enemy.
Is this not precisely the very thing you did to Smochi by joining the alt server? So you would extend your care to Alex but not to Smochi? And when she called you out on your trivial level of "care" for her, you had the audacity to insist she was incorrect and that you truly did care?
Your radiant hypocrisy here should be something which causes your conscience great discomfort. Do you see how much of a contradiction it is to proclaim this of Alex while also claiming to have cared for someone in a similar position where you DID join the server - a server which goes well beyond a mere dislike of a person and is more accurately described as being den of iniquity and dishonesty?? To commit yourself to a haphazard application of moral principles, such as this, requires a level of internal comfort which is altogether incompatible with a good conscience. I see now that you do not have in your possession a conscience or personal character of any noteworthy quality.
Regarding Alex. I find it odd that you refer to him as a friend here. When he and I first befriended each other, you instructed me to not discuss with him any of your feelings or thoughts; since you were not yourself in the habit of discussing them with him. You wanted to keep them concealed from him. Essentially, your request described him as a non-friend. To my knowledge, you still conceal your feelings from you main social group of friends as well. Remember the resentment you shared with me but kept from them? If you are calling anyone a friend when you do not trust them as you trust yourself, then you have failed to understand what meaningful friendship is.
And I think you always will.
I will honor your request for no contact. Good luck.