I feel so liberated, there's some odd tranquillity of being the lowest and most repulsive human being to live...

If only I had a choice :(

it's okay, I'll hug and help you to develop you into a better person

>help you to develop you into a better person
My mother completely failed at that job, but I'm sure that you would be a wonderful mother/father

wanna talk about your problems, I am not a therapist, but I hate seeing people suffering like this