A simpler but important question today. How have you been doing anons?
A simpler but important question today. How have you been doing anons?
Carson Brooks
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Jordan Bell
cant stop thinking. cant stop feeling. expecting to turn dissociative as i usually do after cycling through hatred and loneliness. running out of food since my sister cant visit me as often anymore. fuck it, what does it matter anyway. this will not hurt
Chase Lopez
I got drunk last night and let myself be cringe and now i regret everything and i cant get out of bed
William Ward
I've never starred in any plays, but overall I think this song describes my situation pretty well.
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Lincoln Nguyen
miserable
my funeral is long overdue
Cameron Walker
Not okay. I'm starting to realize that my life is gonna end soon and everyone around me is living out their fantasy lives. I'm gonna fucking snap soon.
Angel Foster
Today was a good day, I fixed an old computer I found in my garage, it was difficult at first but thanks to a a lot of YouTube tutorials I was able to fix it
Cooper Scott
I'm fine I suppose. Could be better, could be worse. Been feeling more lonely and miserable lately though, not as cheerful as usual either. Thoughts are rampant as well. Been thinking about making a new attempt a lot. I won't do it since I did promise my waifu (not Katia, I just like posting her for many a reasons) that I'd give life one more year to see if things would get more bearable or not if I ''improved'' my life. So far things haven't gotten any better. Sure, I'm progressing a lot in life but that hasn't made things any more bearable.
Going to get drunk today, hopefully talk to some nice people on here and some other boards while watching some stuff on the side.
I'm talking too much, aren't I? I am. How are things for you? Gotten the new tablet already?
I never actually asked you this. Why do you even want to die? Do you hate living the life you are living? The person you are? This reality? Or just existence in general?
Nicholas Ortiz
How are you improving your life, user?
Ayden Scott
I stopped being a NEET and went to a vocational school. I wouldn't call it an improvement myself but it's seen as one my most, I'm just trying things out hoping life gets more bearable.
Jaxson Fisher
What kinds of thoughts are you thinking about? Is there anything you can do that stops the cycle of hatred and loneliness? Starving to death isn't the most fun way to go.
Cringe really only exists when you care about others' opinions of you. Did you do anything objectively bad?
I hope that you may see better days ahead user. Keep at it, and I wish you'll be rewarded for your efforts.
Perhaps life is giving you more chances to find value in it.
What makes you think that it'll end soon in particular? What does snapping entail?
I'm happy for you user. It's always satisfying to finish off a project nicely.
How does progress contrast to improvement in life for you, user? Is there anything that does make it more bearable for you? Don't worry at all about talking too much in my threads. I hope that you may indeed talk to some nice people today and have a joyful time.
I'm doing well, just a little nervous about my responsibilities. My tablet hasn't come yet but I'm quite excited for when it does.
Nathaniel Sullivan
I am a pathetic dumb retarded loser and existence in general isnt worth it desu
life is just torturing me more
Levi Roberts
im pretty doing well i made myself a snack and took a nap
Jordan Long
Pretty bad if I'm being honest. Got ghosted by every girl I talked to yesterday
Austin Edwards
Progress hasn't improved my life at all so far, but maybe it will in the future, we'll see. I'll at least continue to live till September, I should have a job by then and possibly even looking at a small apartment to live in. If I had enough money to just live a quiet life with no duties, responsibilities or anything, that'd make life quite bearable since I could put all my time into detaching from it by indulging in escapism all day long.
What responsibilities are you nervous about if I may ask? I've some myself that are making me quite stressed/anxious.
Mh. So there's no reality in which you'd enjoy existing in? Not talking about isekai-ing, I mean living as another person altogether in a different world. If you've had dreams where you're lucid yet have no memories whatsoever during the dream, you'll understand what I mean by living a new life in a different world. You're still you yet not really.
Aiden Anderson
>What kinds of thoughts are you thinking about?
repost because my brain is scorched
>Is there anything you can do that stops the cycle of hatred and loneliness?
it is a relatively healthy way of psychological (mal)adaption. keeps me stable in the long run. but i dont know how much longer i can take this. the only way i can get out is if i find some strength of will because my trust has been shattered over and over and for good.
>Starving to death isn't the most fun way to go.
dont you worry about that, this shit goes on and on.
Isaac Sullivan
i had a short episode of derealization yesterday, i think my brain is still making attempts to cope. i didn't like it though. burning all the bridges and leaving seems like the best choice right now, even though i don't know where to go.
i also have to make some vegetarian appetizers tomorrow, i'd appreciate any ideas.
Xavier Brooks
I just found out my whole family thinks I'm autistic and I want to die. I just want to move away and cut off all contact with everyone.
Charles Parker
>A simpler but important question today. How have you been doing anons?
Pretty good. I feel like cutting up some plastic and expanding on things I've collected. I also have some newfound inspiration for working on a prior project that I was burned out on.
we meet again, fren
Ryder Price
>I just found out my whole family thinks I'm autistic and I want to die. I just want to move away and cut off all contact with everyone.
What's wrong with them thinking you're autistic or being autistic? Lay it on us, user.
Isaiah Wood
I dont really know what to do with her i know she has a bf but we keep talking everyday, call each other cute names and telling each other how much we love
Ian Torres
>What makes you think that it'll end soon in particular?
I'm 25. I wasted all of my best years. Now I can only wageslave and toil until I die.
>What does snapping entail?
Roping.
John Price
I just figured I come across relatively normal to most people. But the thought that everyone secretly thinks I'm some turboautist is fucking with me.