What kinds of thoughts are you thinking about? Is there anything you can do that stops the cycle of hatred and loneliness? Starving to death isn't the most fun way to go.
Cringe really only exists when you care about others' opinions of you. Did you do anything objectively bad?
I hope that you may see better days ahead user. Keep at it, and I wish you'll be rewarded for your efforts.
Perhaps life is giving you more chances to find value in it.
What makes you think that it'll end soon in particular? What does snapping entail?
I'm happy for you user. It's always satisfying to finish off a project nicely.
How does progress contrast to improvement in life for you, user? Is there anything that does make it more bearable for you? Don't worry at all about talking too much in my threads. I hope that you may indeed talk to some nice people today and have a joyful time. I'm doing well, just a little nervous about my responsibilities. My tablet hasn't come yet but I'm quite excited for when it does.
Progress hasn't improved my life at all so far, but maybe it will in the future, we'll see. I'll at least continue to live till September, I should have a job by then and possibly even looking at a small apartment to live in. If I had enough money to just live a quiet life with no duties, responsibilities or anything, that'd make life quite bearable since I could put all my time into detaching from it by indulging in escapism all day long. What responsibilities are you nervous about if I may ask? I've some myself that are making me quite stressed/anxious. Mh. So there's no reality in which you'd enjoy existing in? Not talking about isekai-ing, I mean living as another person altogether in a different world. If you've had dreams where you're lucid yet have no memories whatsoever during the dream, you'll understand what I mean by living a new life in a different world. You're still you yet not really.
Aiden Anderson
>What kinds of thoughts are you thinking about? repost because my brain is scorched >Is there anything you can do that stops the cycle of hatred and loneliness? it is a relatively healthy way of psychological (mal)adaption. keeps me stable in the long run. but i dont know how much longer i can take this. the only way i can get out is if i find some strength of will because my trust has been shattered over and over and for good. >Starving to death isn't the most fun way to go. dont you worry about that, this shit goes on and on.
Isaac Sullivan
i had a short episode of derealization yesterday, i think my brain is still making attempts to cope. i didn't like it though. burning all the bridges and leaving seems like the best choice right now, even though i don't know where to go. i also have to make some vegetarian appetizers tomorrow, i'd appreciate any ideas.
I just found out my whole family thinks I'm autistic and I want to die. I just want to move away and cut off all contact with everyone.
Charles Parker
>A simpler but important question today. How have you been doing anons? Pretty good. I feel like cutting up some plastic and expanding on things I've collected. I also have some newfound inspiration for working on a prior project that I was burned out on. we meet again, fren
Ryder Price
>I just found out my whole family thinks I'm autistic and I want to die. I just want to move away and cut off all contact with everyone. What's wrong with them thinking you're autistic or being autistic? Lay it on us, user.
