Don't end it, user. I believe you will find a new partner if you still want to look for one. Until then, you could focus on building more trust with your family. I hope you will figure things out.
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Adrian Lewis
Leo Wilson
>COVID or no COVID, I want to travel. Live life, have adventures in foreign countries, meet people, make memories, get stories.
>Only problem is that I'm a friendless loser. The idea of just going to some city and walking around alone seems depressing.
I feel the same way, but I also dont have alot of money to go to begin to travel to begin with, and I dont want to leech off my parents
Anthony Sanders
Honestly turning 30 soon and having a career, solid male social circle to drink and game with, there's not much more to western life without that future projection of meeting your biological drive.
Just gonna travel when I can and continue with hobbies,
Not looking for an answer but anyone reading this should understand setting these imaginary benchmarks when you are young can sometimes lead to unfullfilled expectations.
Elijah White
I've completely and totally given up fighting my eating disorder. I'm just letting it take me over entirely because I literally have no other way to cope.
I'm addicted to caffiene pills and my doctor says if I keep this up I could seriously hurt my heart, possibly have a heart attack in the years going forward. I'll be up for like 20 hours with no food for a few days then fall asleep for a whole day. As of now, no one has suspected anything.
I want to ask for help but I can't do it. I hate smiling and saying everything is ok when it couldn't be less true.
Jaxson King
i keep mixxing my antidepressants and alchohol... nothing numbs the pain like completely blacking out and waking up on the floor. i woke up this morning to a letter that i wrote myself last night (while i was blackout drunk). the letter outlined about how nobody really cares right now, along with other drunk ramblings.
i just wish i could go back in time and make genuine friends, im still so young but i spent all my early years of hs trying to be popular and join the "cool" group. when i actually got in, i realized that it wasn't genuine, and the people who had become my closest friends, knew a fake version of me... almost like selling my soul
i want friends who really care about me and vice versa, not how many followers i have on instagram, or the amount of chicks we can get with.
it felt good in the moment, but it's all crashing down now. i left my girlfriend because i couldnt stop getting high. i stopped hanging out with everyone entirely, and i regret it constantly. i feel like im trapped in limbo, and the only thing that makes me feel better is drugs + alcohol.
it hurts the most because of all the other problems in my life right now i feel like this one is my fault.
on a better note, bartender, i've been talking to this girl i really enjoy... i think.
sometimes i wonder if i only like her because she flirts with me, not because i actually enjoy her company. maybe she only enjoys my looks and doesn't want me to open up, idk.
sorry for rambling, just a lost teenage guy talking to a bunch of other lost guys.
Christopher Rodriguez
>30 year old boomer
>talking to some girl who is a 6/10, but definitely has aspergers or something
>whatever, the number one thing i have wanted since i was a child was a wife
>she mentions she has a tattoo
Instantly dropped. Why the fuck is it impossible to find any woman who hasn't gotten a tattoo these days? Is it really so much to ask for?
Dominic Walker
I haven't talked to a real person in 4 months, haven't left the apartment in about a month. I'm just numb, not depressed just bored honestly, want to die but not from melancholy I just don't really care for anything. Panic attacks are getting more frequent, but I don't even know what I'm anxious about, I just am.
Landon White
lol, are you me? There's not a day that goes by where I am not painfully aware of my singleness. If I knew I would never find a wife, I would honestly kill myself immediately.
William Martinez
Have you considered talking about it with family or going to AA? It might be helpful. Use the fact that you are still young as encouragement to become better. I believe things will work out for you if you try.
Julian Garcia
Too many expectations to live up to. On one hand I appreciate the fact they have such high hopes for me but on the other when I mess up or deviate from the plan then Im commuting the second holocaust. I just wanna be left the fuck alone lol.